Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Reduced to depressed 12-year-olds...for a day!

Hi....
Took a break from studies today, after a week of intensive studying. Both my friend and I thought we deserved the break very much, and went over to KLCC, and watched Mumbai Express with my mom. All in all, the movie was an utter disappointment, and I regret having spent my only day free watching one of the suckiest Kamal Haasanmovies ever! So, anyone considering to watch, I'm warning you now...it wasn't my cup of tea! Dunno about you....
Anyways, what happened after that made this day that much worse. I don't want to get into the sappy details, but to ct a long story short, I called Belle and Nithu to find out what had happened during Physics extra class today (Oh yea, forgot to mention I ponteng physics today, dun worry madhu! Dun be shocked, I asked my mom's permission first....she said ok and so we watched the movie) Surprisingly, nothing overly interesting happened, Mr. Khoo never managed to complete what he had claimed. Since most of his students failed to attend the class (phew...), he resorted to marking our papers. I called Nithu and found out that I had done extremely badly for my Paper 2... I do not want to specify the exact mark.
And just to imagine, this is actually my "lakhshanam" with tuition. I have absolutely no idea how to face Mr. Ala and explain to him how it "all" happened. I am just going to have to remain speechless and let him do the talking, I am sure he'll know what to do! He did it once for my O-levels and I have no doubt he can do it again for my A-levels. In that respect, I trust Mr. Alagarajah a great deal and even now, I cannot thank him enough for getting me an A* for my physics in my O-levels... something I never thought I was capable of. He instilled interest for the subject in me, and as I gained more confidence in my work, I began to enjoy the subject too! All the interest and confidence just flew out the window when I entered the A-level.
All the O-level post-mock memories came flooding back. I think it is a 2 to 3 day phase I go through each year before my exams. I ran into my room and I started crying, only to find that Puteri was also there crying. We spent about half-an -hour trying to console each other, in the process feeling worse about ourselves and began crying even harder. Eventually, the two of us calmed down and promised each other that we would get through the A-levels. Hehe.... thinking back, I'd say it was rather "cute", having both us crying together and sharing our sorrows with each other. That way, Puteri and I have gotten to know a lot about each other during her stay here. And I cannot help but feel that she is a part of my life, almost like a big sister, only she doesn't really get to console me when I'm upset. Not that she does not want to, but she just starts feeling depressed too! Hehe...sorry dear!
So, yes, good luck to all my fellow college-mates in upcoming exams! The real thing's comin up sooner than we think....... much sooner than we think indeed....

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